Rambling in the Night

Well this is exactly what it says...me the hypo Sam rambling my brains off in the night haha.Whatever works, right? Well I met someone who can relate to me tonite on a hypo website and for the sake of his confidentiality he will therefore be called Bob through out this blog.
Bob has alot of the same problems as me and it is mostly surrounding his heart even though he has had tests that say that he too is fine. He just doesnt want to believe it ... or should I say his hypochondria doesnt...sound like anyone you know?Poor little ol me if ya will..haha. Well its nice to know Im not alone and I have also convinced Bob to start blogging because its a great way to vent and get those intruding little buggers to stop harassing your thought process. Bob too knows the feeling of having a super hard time getting those free of the illness of hypo to understand whats going on therefore causing more stress and guilt for the said hypo because of how those around him react. I was able to get him convinced to check out Eli Bay for his amazing relaxation techniques as Eli has been a godsend to me!Lemme tell ya...anyone with stress or anxiety or whatever you will....try Eli's stuff it's just beyond remarkable!!!I cant stress it enough NOONE is better at it than ELI! And lol also in my personal no medication can save you from this hypo issue....only you can save yourself...and although it seems hopeless at times you just have to remember your good days and think about those in your times of trouble. Because I know time heals all wounds no matter how deep.
Well another thing that Im going to ramble about is how great it feels to not only have came across Bob to relate too but to know that my advice has actually helped him in some way and knowing that Ive helped someone even a little helps me. Helping others will make you feel good about yourself and feeling good about yourself is one of the many keys in getting over this devil!
LOL Blah Blah Blah...Im just rambling now because Im getting tired and dont want to go to bed until I have a chance to check out Bob's new blog.haha.
Well to make all my hypos feel better knowing that although Im not freaking out now Im not that easily back to normal and as a matter of a fact I just completed my second 'stroke' of the day a few minutes ago and Im still suffering from the aftermath headache, bahaha go figure eh? Well isn't this just great! Just thought I'd share that little piece of information with y'all. So I started this blog yesterday and still I have no followers which is extremely frustrating to me and I really hope I get some soon so I can feel that Im typing this nonsense for more than just the goodness of my health haha. My health....lets not talk about that haha...or we might get ourselves into trouble.

Well Im going to go to bed soon and Im off for now....gunna google some more hypo stuff that might be interesting to post on here before I go to bed. Uh Oh now my back hurts lol! Try convincing me its just bad posture though and lol that the blurry vision is from staring at this damn screen for so long but thats besides the point and I'll still freak a little like hypo me ... haha.

Ciao for now,
Sam.

ps- Bob, laughing about it really helps it get a little easier and dont worry about what people think because really its irrelevant and worrying wont change anything. Remember the phrase "shut up brain, or I'll stab you with a Q-tip" haha. Peace.