The title of this blog says it all. Now because Im thinking back to the few days ago that I weighed myself and realized that I lost 3 pounds, Ive started freaking mainly this aft about having possibly contracted AIDS...which is impossible beings as I haven't even came into contact...but in my hypo brain thats clearly not the point!!Nor is the fact that Ive been walking alot lately and that could have made me lose the weight but NOOO it just has to be AIDS. Well Im almost over that as of this point in the evening though, phew... Now Im not really currently suffering from anything besides an 'out of it' sensation and a tense neck and headache and a sore tongue(yes those are nothing to me lol). Although I do keep thinking about morbid things like heart attacks and strokes and cancer and my wannabe encounter with AIDS this afternoon....ohh and now that brings me to remember a phrase my counsellor spewed at me a couple weeks ago ... get this ... he says to me "for a person who fears death, you sure put alot of effort into getting these diseases"....THE NERVE I tell ya!!!He should be pitying my hypo ass,lol...not pointing those harsh realities out to me.BAHA!
Ohhhhh wait here goes...my left leg is tingling and going numb and now its stopping being numb and aching and Im automatically assuming that its well you guessed it....a stroke....but Im going to try and block that out for now BAHA! Another thing I'd like to add to my rambling is the fact that I can partially thank our telehealth service for this(its a telephone service where u can speak to a nurse for advice)because I call them about my symptoms and they always freak me out by saying it sounds like I need to get my ass to emerg and regardless of what they say about how Im fine when I get there ... Telehealth NEVER fails to tell me to go....so they fuel my urge to freak out by thinking Im going to die if I dont go because they used reassuring phrases like "I have to tell you to check in with your local emerg because I cant tell you not to and be held liable" LIABLE liable LIABLE???????LIABLE FOR WHAT??? Me dying....well gee that makes me feel better ... so of course Im going to emerg. you guys are more evil than google!!
YES, google is evil...you can find everything that you SHOULDNT be looking for on there and you can find it a million times over in a million different ways of saying it...and yahhhh...wrong wrong wrong evil evil evil. I had my bout of Scleredoma lastnight because of them!!DAMN google....so much easier to blame them instead of myself,heh.
Well enough of my rambling for now, Sam.
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