OK well as it turns out I was doing pretty good for awhile there.....as in I was doing decent. LMAO, than a good ol pal in which whom's blog Im fascinated with came online and told me that she had heard of a new disease called 'systemic scleredoma' and you guessed it ... I just HAD to check it out...so off I went to google at a terrible like 11pm and saw the most terrible thing ever. DO NOT look it up my fellow hypos because its one of the nastiest things I ever saw and as I forced myself to read on about complications and symptoms I could feel them kicking in one by one and than all of a sudden my mind opened up to all the other possibilities that I had so proudly buried like heart attacks,tumours and brain attacking dental infections!! So from 11pm- about 1 am I freaked about my newly aquired 'systemic scleredoma' (which is like hardening of the organs,so ur not tempted to look) and my heart attack and aggresive dental infection. And lol too top off the cake she told me about how down there they have CARPET in their hospital exam rooms...CARPET people in a frikin hospital....which made me think of all the germs that could get into it like from blood and blahhhh everything else so than suddenly I started thinking that I should get rid of my very own carpet for the same reasons.
Yes VERY irrational I eventually figured out considering im NOT in a hospital and neither is my carpet haha...and obviously the fact that I contracted these diseases upon reading the symptoms was a good possibility that it was in my head but of course at the time I refused to believe that ... you know the drill....I woke my poor hubby up to tell him ... you guessed it that "my internal organs were hardening and that I was going to die" ohh ya. A good breathing exercise later I was cured of my 'systemic scleredoma', 'cancer' and etc.... lol what an eventful night!! What alot of diseases to have all at once. But to sum it all up for now until I return I had a stroke,an aggressive dental infection that was spreading to my brain,sytemic scleredoma and a heart attack all while standing on a germ infested carpet BLAHHH!!
Ohh ya, Im losin it sometimes .... im the freak of the block when it comes to diseases and germs BLAHH!!!!!!!!!!!
Sam.
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OK...seriously, I'm freaking out. After reading your post, I can't read about that right now...I'm at work and it will send me into an attack, I'm sure. My pulse is already in the 80s while I'm sitting at my desk! Chest....issssss...tightening. Oh crap, I got to get some fresh air...can't breathe...ok, you know i'll read about it when i get home. I'm alone tonight too (my gf is going out with some friends) to make matters worse....John
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