Out all day...

Well we were out all day with the kids and the first stop was the mall where I watched 10's and 10's of people walk by us while I looked up at a tv screen and saw 'swine flu:5 confirmed cases in BC and NB' .... British Columbia and New Brunswick...its CONFIRMED to have made its way to Canada....and these people could be....UHOH! Well I left it at that and hobbled into Zellers to buy some sandals and ended up paying 15 bucks for some foam sandals....not any foam flip flops though...BARBIE(yes thats right as in barbie doll) flip flops. I have no interest in BARBIE but I bought them for their sheer conversation value....barbie in aduilt sizes come on thats a conversation topic all of its own. Dont get me wrong it was a full shelf lol and I was probably the only one who found it interesting ... but I bought them anyways haha. We than went to the park and on the way back I bought whats called a FUZE natural health beverage....fruit punch flavoured and it had all the nice vitamins and electrolytes and calcium and stuff in it and was naturally sweetened no sugar PERFECT so I started reading the bottle 'natural health product' (cool I thought), 'Purpose:to help maintain a state of good health' (cool also, I thought), 'Directions: one a day as needed....do NOT exceed more than one bottle a day' (Ohhh SHIT I thought, I havent had more than this one but what if my breakfast contained these vitamins and I overdose...??...especially on vitamin A since theres 3000 mcg in here...oh shit this could kill me...omg....*PANIC*)
Ya I panicked over a frikin healthy juice baha...still hope I didnt OD though hehe. And than I must note I ate oatmeal,a bowl of honey nut cheerios and a pice of leftover chicken for BREAKFAST and than A burger king burger for lunch and than a donut....meanwhile I come home and wonder while Im making my husband and oldest daughter a turkey sandwich for dinner while filling my face with another piece of kfc 'Why am I not hungry?' 'I hope I dont really have aids thats making my appetite go away' Well lets just say the realistic thing to think would be that beings as I had 3 decent meals just for breakfast alone and one for lunch and a donut and im eating more chicken PERHAPS IM JUST FULL from eating like a cow.lol. Shows how fast I change my tune though because now Im thinking something serious has ruined my appetite for dinner because im FULL but during my walk and EATING EXTRAVAGANZA this morning and aft I was thinking the exact opposite and I was wondering If I had a tapeworm and thats why I was eating SO MUCH!LOL cant win with me....good ol hypo Sam.
Well I got a fairly nasty sunburn on the back of my neck today and on my arms and parts of my legs....so I hope I dont start obsessing about skin cancer next...jeez,,,surely theres millions of articles about the suns link to cancer risks on the internet but I will do my best to NOT look at them.
What is bothering me though is that I have to go to my psychiatrist tomorrow and sit in a waiting room with people who could possibly be contaminated and than my psychiatrist in a small closed room for which he too might be contaminated with swine flu ... and than on May 11th I have to see my GP about this blood pressure business and sit in a waiting room SHOULDER TO SHOULDER probably for the better part of an hour with DOZENS of people who could be contaminated and who are especially a higher risk of being so because of the fact of thats why people go to the doctors BECAUSE there SICK and Im sitting in the docs office with all of these contaminated people....okay Im scared...Im just gunna shut up now.

HAHA oooooo this sunburn burns..(a sunburn burning,haha go figure eh?lol) Well thats all for me for now until later when its quite quite pssible that I will have more to say but shit I forgot something...hadta get it out: when we were at the park today I was on the swing and all of a sudden I got so scared and panicky I wouldnt stop myself because i was even scared to put my feet in the woodchips incase of slivers and infection so I just sat there three sheets white while screeching about how horrified Id suddenly become and denying my uncles request to just put my feet down to stop and all the whilst I panicked because I feared Id lose strength and let go and fall to my death and the more I panicked the weaker my grip got....ughhh!

I feel better now PHEW its all out there. Take care, till tonight Sam.