(too be continued,must go pick up smokes lol)
OK so its time for me to finish this damned blog, where was I?...Ohya so me and John talked for a few hours lastnight and it was pretty relieving to bicker with another hypo and on top of that have a somewhat intellectual conversation about other things as well. We successfully came to the conclusion that Johns circulation was fine and that it was just his sore toes being magnified by the hypochondria and also that my sunburn wasnt turning into flesh eating disease either. Although my sunburn really does hurt like a bastard!Damnnn! I played tv bingo today thinking I was going to win because my friend tracy said she had a dream I had won at bingo and my mom spontaneously purchased me a tv bingo ticket so I thought for sure I had it made but NADA. Not even that close either!DAMN dreams getting my hopes all up haha. My issues have been not TOO bad today other than the fact my viosion was going wonky and my chest felt weird during bingo...all the lovely heart attack symptoms again....and I still dont feel 100% which kinda sucks. Having abdominal pain at the moment too so thats not soo good at all. I dont really know what to talk about today either, and that is fairly odd for a LOUD hypo queen like me who usually has plenty to say...but for the last two days there had been a blank for me and my poor poor blog. I must really be dissapointing all of you followers LMAO, so sorry but I dont know what to go on about...hmmm, lemme think....still dont know. Okay well I am going to go onto google and check out my anxiety forum maybe as well, dont really know yet. But thanks for reading and I will try to come up with something interesting to say for later on tonight.LOL I guess that youo run out of things when you start off with 5 blogs a day and its the same ol every day. I donno if I mentioned it yet but I was told yesterday when I went to my psychiatrist that I dont need to see him anymore...so those are some good starting steps having that and my GP telling me he didnt want me to take the meds as well. Maybe its signs of a progressing recovery and now all I have is my normal counsellor to see. BAHA, okay before I go I just thought of one story I can share with you guys before you think that the hypo queens interesting life has been 'normal-fied'. Yesterday when I was at my psychiatrists office just as we were ending the session I started to think about those terrrible clusters of spider-veins I have on my legs...my left behind my knee in particular was bothering me from its gruesome appearance so I suddenly asked "Ohh since your a psychiatrist that means your a doctor too right" He replies "Yes, but" before he even had a chance to complete the sentance stating he was but he didnt examine anything physical being a psychiatrist I was already standing there with my pantleg pulled right up pointing to my knee eagerly for him while stating "whats this,this is a big source of anxiety for me" at first he noticed my sunburn and thought thats what i was talking about and started asking me if it was itchy or anything(which creeped me out since I was plagued with that flesh eating thought to begin with) but I excluded that politely and stated I meant the veins. He said they were just spider veins and asked whether I had shown them to my GP, I responded hesitantly "Well, Yess he said the same thing" and my psych Says humourously "you just didnt believe him right?" I nodded. Than before I left I made the untimate hypo scene by turning around and going "So your sure there nothing deadly right,these veins"....like gimme a break how many times do I have to ask the poor guy before he loses it haha but he didnt and reassured me they were fine.
Not that this was a very interesting story but I thought Id share that way you dont think Ive totally lost my hypo touch haha...not that id mind losing it but I havent for humours sake atleast if not my own. Take care guys and John WOWEE US healthcare really is EXPENSIVE, thanks for sharing that was definitely a fairly interesting convo but thank goodness you have decent insurance though. Talk to you on here later hopefully and all of you other as well,
Sam.
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