The first blog....

This is a blog about me and my issues...a place where Im going to vent my personal psychological problem and maybe possibly find people who can relate because they are quite hard to find. I was actually inspired by someone who uses blogger and I found on google while searching for another disease to diagnose myself with...her name is Leila.V. and she writes a blog on here called 'the perfect hypochondriac'....which describes me to a T as well but its spoken for,lol.
My problem includes physical symptoms on an all day basis which mainly include:

• dizziness
• fatigue
• checking my pulse religiously and thinking its about to stop and is skipping beats and you name it...
• head pain
• chest pain/discomfort
• vision changes
• shortness of breath

.....and many more....lol

But as you can probably guess I have been to the doctor and had umpteen blood/urine tests.....chest xrays,ct scans on head and chest ecg's etc to noo diagnosis of the horrible illnesses i tell myself i have...although after being told that I am perfectly healthy and having proof I still go on with the problems and insist the docs missed something or misdiagnosed me...naturally.

Im hoping that by starting this blog...which this one is probably boring lol but give me a break its my first shot....hoping that this blog will give me a chance to settle my mind and share haha..if you will. I can certainly say that so far I've self diagnosed myself with lots of things such as:

• cancer of the mouth,colon,cervix and stomach.
• stomach ulcer
• pneumonia
• antibiotic resistant infections
• seretonin syndrome
• heart disease
• lung/throat collapse
• stroke
• heart attack
• dental infection that was spreading to my brain
• and many more.....only problem no medical evidence or doctors support it....this is all within 8 mos too....go figure....

And Im sure for all of you who arent convinced yet that Im totally wacko are wondering how the hell one person who is 21yrs old could have that many damned problems in 8 mos.To make a long story short, I dont...medically atleast.... for me its as easy as having someone tell me about something they or someone else has and within hours I will have all of the symptoms....its really exhausting...and frustrating because its hard for people to understand...drives my husband crazy because I constantly ask him if hes sure im not going to die and asking him to check my pulse when im not already doing it myself and my mother and other family members too as they listen to me whine about one of my many ailments daily...not to mention my doctor who knows and tells me im fine yet when he gives me pills for anxiety i seem to get 'extreme' side effects from every one of them...go figure but only after I read all of the side effects....go figure againb,lol.

So currently Im medication free and been 'alright' for about a week since stopping the prozac....but we'll see how that goes as im having a 'stroke' already.

So everyone who relates to me and has read this far even if they dont, Thanks ... and I will keep this updated...feel free to share your experioences with me as well in the comment section ...as I will be more than happy to reply and am very interested to hear!

Sam.