My B-Day!!

Today is your hypo queen's birthday, just so yah know...whether ya care or not is completely upto you. Im having a huge hypo moment right now because My gramma took me shopping for two house plants I wanted and I brought them home,repotted them and than went to look up some care instructions for them on the net....and whilst doing so found that they're quite TOXIC...as in throat swelling,rash,respiratory problems,circulationm problems ...burning mouth and throat blindness to name a few! I cant believe these demons are in my house!! I also cant believe the nursery had them down so low where kids could get to them!!MENTAL!! Im gunna call them and give em a piece of my mind tomorrow thats for sure. The irresponsible bastards and I got two kids too....not so much as a warning on them or anything...and were soo close to the floor anyone coulda got to them...geez.Well I didnt get a hell of alot of birthday cards today for my birthday even though I get everyone else one...I got ONE card today! I got to spend it with my kids though :) which makes me super happy but my little Mackenzie has a rotten cough. Gotta get her some cough syrup tomorrow while Im out. Mom says shes got my birthday present for me tomorrow! YAY! The best present of all will be getting to touch and talk to my husband again soon though...spending my bday without him sucks...and tomorrow is our 2 year wedding anniversary.....which we will be separated for too. Im so upset about that... and damnn I hope hes atleast home for august 8th which is our 3 year anniversary of being together. I love and miss him soo much. I cant wait to hold ya again baby.

Went to the docs today and he said my throat looked fine and told me to get some cough syrup for the little one. She was so cute she stood between his knees and held his hand the whole time we were there, she loves Dr.Sohn for some reason, its adorable. He`s a good guy though so I can see why she takes a liking to him over some of her other doctors. I told him that Ive had nothing but bad reactions to the meds hes given me thus far so I denied another try to help with the flashbaks and nightmares of the rape incident. So he told me to try and go to the buddhist place downtown and meditate or learn to meditate on my own and sign up for yoga or something which I was thinking of doing anyways(the yoga thing, that is)....so I think I just might test that theory since Ive tested so many damned unsuccessful meds already. I hear my little girl coughing now over the baby monitor,so sad...poor hunny ... I hate when they hafta go through stuff like that. They`re just too tiny and innocent for that. Well not much else to say for today, just the typical heart attack, Im dying fit that I have every day and it sucks ass and now I have to put up with the fact that I,Unknowingly, bought toxic house plants,ughhh,probably gunna pitch em or give em to someone who enjoys toxic decorations. Well enough for now. Im gunna go and check my little girl...hearing her cough is so heartbreaking. Poor baby. Ciao for now,
Sam
ps: Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me,happpppy birthday dear meeee,happy birthday dear meeee ....haha peace out hypotown ;)