I missed a day!

OMG!I totally just realized when I came on here that I didnt blog at all yesterday!!I actually missed a day. Well Im still freaking out about this persistant chest pain on my left side that I have been experiencing for THREE days now!OMG!Im going crazy at thoughts of a possible heart attack or breast cancer happening which is totally not cool....and scaring the bejesus out of me.  Im talking to my friend about her interesting night lastnight and thats sort of making me laugh. As of yesterday my mother in law started staying with us so she can have 24hr care, and so far so good, I love her! I put all her stuff away as a way to distract me today and have been making her food and thats been helping as well. I finally got my satellite hooked up and it rocks my socks!What else can I babble about OHH Ive taken loraz again today and this is like the 4th day already......and usually im a once a month at most person...and its all because of this chest pain. Im am scheduled to see my doc on the 11th but Im gunna try and whine my way in tomorrow to ease my hypo mind of heart/cancer conditions related to this godammn chest pain....like I have nooo idea why Im getting them either. And of course the more I obsess the weirder It gets and I get arm pain and than manifest my heart attack symtoms(fingers going numb as we speak).

Well Im going to continue to talk to my friend and than Im going to head off to my anxiety forum to screech to them. So Ill talk to you later! And John say something and tell me whats up!!

Sam.