A Hypo Laugh-A-Thon at Its BEST!

Yaa,exactly what it says a laugh-a-thon is what I have in store for you today. Lastnight was a relatively good night and until around midnight it was pretty uneventful...but than at the strike of midnight I called my good friend Teresa because we havent chatted in awhile. And of course she asked me how my battle with health anxiety has been going so I told her good, no more psychiatrist and no more meds at the docs orders. Now all I have is my counsellor which is nothing at all really. But than *drum roll* my good friend WedMD decided to speak loudly through a link of a 'brain eating amoeba' so I HAD TO click on it, naturally. And than after reading about it I had to search the symptoms of it and lemme tell you as fascinating as it was within about 30 seconds of reading about its 1% survival rate and 2 weeks to live platform I was flipping my lid. I was @ the max anxiety level and every little sound scared me I was so peaked. Than my head started to tingle and ya I was encountering the symptoms so I will give all of you fellow hypos the warning now before you get to google searching brain eating amoeba's...its called n.fowleri and you DONT DONT want to read about it as its very very unpleasant TRUST me. 

Another thing that sort of sucks is that I ended up having to feed myself some lorazepam today just a few minutes ago as I was experiencing yucky chest and stomach pains. Im not sure from what but Im trying not to think about it as its probably health anxiety related. See John, your not the onloy one with the chest pain, ugh and I know how much it sucks as today was one of the most persistant ones Ive ever had! Mind you I only took 0.25mg of loraz and it seems to be doing the trick so thats always a bonus. Though Ive taken it twice in the last week which is odd for a usual once evey 6 month person. But Ive only taken a total of one pill broken into both doses this week so its all good. Anyways I guess thats what stress starts to do to the human body after awhile. YUck its left,centre and RIGHT chest pain, yuck yuck yuck!Well Im done ranting for now and I see I have another follower WELCOME ABOARD and be sure to tell all your fellow hypo friends to join here lol to humour them. And dont be shy post some comments lol.

Sam.